with an inspiration of arts

wishing to share the beauty of moments
and of thoughts
and the sore of them

wanting the world to see way's perspectives
of the immutable past
and the continuing present
and the unanticipated tomorrow
each making wounds to our souls
turning scars
never going away


believing that memories are the ghosts of each moment
expression is the existence of thought
thus, love
and indifference,
happiness
and sadness,
valor and trepidation,
fondness and hatred
could be captured by the unseen cameras
of the heart and the mind
and each episode plays

each episode
I live
I love and am loved
I create and am created by truths
and possibilities
I dance
I sing
someone sings for me
I change lives and people
who change me
in simplicity

and I pray


what is set for me?
that I do not know
I only wish to articulate my ghosts
and give existence to my thoughts
in one way such as this





Hello ^_^

Fortunately or unfortunately, you are here so welcome! This site couldn't promise you much. This but keeps track of my little life here on earth. But I wish that this be a genuine literature for people like you spending some time to read my stuff. By genuine literature I mean something that anyone can reflect on, something that anyone can learn from, can be inspired with; something that shows beauty in its forms and elements and in its very essence; something that represents reality, symbolizes virtues and stands for any individual. Because my experiences and thoughts aren't exclusive--anyone could have such only in a different facet with a different perspective--I hope they could somehow "help" you in whatever simple way there is like the ways they helped me find myself. At the least, I just hope that you'll enjoy looking around here in my site. Please read on..




Likes:



My Chemical Romance...

Vampires...

Anime...

White and Purple...

Debate...

Dogs...

Manga...

Final Fantasy...

Supernatural...

Shin Sawada...

McDonalds...

The Arts...

I never thought I would be this affected. Carelessness kills. So does stupidity. 

Dec 14th, 2011

Yesterday marked my last enrolment as an undergrad. How fast time flies! 

Oct 25th, 2011

What Remains

Reviewing the notes where I wrote some of my random thoughts and few memorable lines while reading “The Remains of the Day”, I came across some quotations that I hadn’t used in my paper on it (I often use direct speeches to back-up my analyses and prove my points). These quotations were among the most remarkable I deem. The fact that these are on my notes means a lot (haha), whether these are useful to my critical review or not. By not I mean these likely appeal to emotions rather than to cognition. Well, something in them plea that you give them attention. For one, I don’t know, but perhaps I was a victim of such. (Well, I’m always a victim of emotional appeals T.T) Some I just find cute. Anyway, here they are:

The simple kindness I had been thanked for, and the simple kindness I had been offered in return, caused me somehow to feel exceedingly uplifted about the whole enterprise facing me over these coming days.

I wonder if it wouldn’t have been better if the Almighty had created us all as – well – as sort of plants. You know, firmly embedded in the soil. Then none of this rot about wars and boundaries would have come up in the first place.

It has been my privilege to see the best of England over the years, sir, within these very walls.” (Cheesy ~  That’s a butler speaking, never  seeing his confinement within his master’s household as some sort of a curse or desolation, more formally) 

I hope I’ve been a good father to you.

Aug 31st, 2011

Reward

A message you would appreciate so much after days of hard work:

“Dear ALL: Today we saw how all our had work paid off! We succeeded and we need not wait for accreditation results. We succeeded because we did our earnest and because we all worked as a team, nothing can ever beat that! Tonight we rest. Sleep tight everyone. Thank you all.” ~Professor Alido

I’m honored to have helped the department. So is everyone I’d claim. The experience is great, the pleasure immense. 

Aug 24th, 2011

Gratitude Feedback

Thank thee for your thank yous juniors. We really appreciate them. There are lots of rooms for improvement for all of us. Congratulations for a job well done! ^_^

(Oops, it’s already morning. Anyway, not too late a congratulation.)

Aug 11th, 2011

“The most I can do for my friend is simply be his friend.” - Henry David Thoreau

There is my admission that I neither can make the world turn from west to east nor make people see the invisible and the unfathomable so I will just be your friend. I’m helpless against the odds but I have my ears and shoulders. You can forever joke with me. And I love you. 

Jul 9th, 2011
“A little rain never hurt anyone.” I just loved the rain yesterday. It’s beautiful. So beautiful.

“A little rain never hurt anyone.” I just loved the rain yesterday. It’s beautiful. So beautiful.

Jun 19th, 2011
"First two days of school sure were cool. There were so many rooms for anticipation. Love the start!"
Jun 10th, 2011

OUR HOUSE - UNDER REPAIR!

May 02, 2011 - present

Sponsors: Ms. Elena Carvajal (aunt) and Ms. Edalyn Carvajal (sister)

This is the reason why we’re like at an evacuation center T__T

May 14th, 2011
Apr 21st, 2011